I’m pretty sure I’m immune to blacking out when drunk which is both a blessing and a curse. I got wasted at home alone Tuesday night and I seriously wish I couldn’t remember what I said to my friend that I was texting. I didn’t say anything terrible per se but just said stupid shit that should’ve stayed inside my head. I guess it’s cool I can drink and drink and drink and not black out though. Anyway, I’m not drinking for the month of August, something’s gotta change. I’m not being strict about it, I might have one shot or one beer with friends and family once a week under certain conditions, but other than that, I’m not touching the stuff. I need to prove to myself that I’m not an alcoholic.