I recently started getting involved with woman again and Jesus fucking Christ. It drives you insane, it destroys your soul. Maybe we should really just become volcels, maybe they were right all along. Find friendship with the same sex. Friendship with a girl is almost always even if you deny it, sexually charged in your subconcious. it's natural, it's normal. For woman it's different, they don't see us as sex objects but as friends and emotional pillows to cry themselves out on. It's sadly a fact, but not always, expections are there of course.

I met a girl and she has a fiance, but we still talk about everything and I think we are becoming good friends. But deep down it still hurts. Maybe that's just me. Redpillers are retarded though, never over generalize.