Don't ask me how it happened, it just did. But i'm 34 years old. Never had a girlfriend, never had sex. I'm tired of being alone, i'm heading to the "suicide in your own room surrounded by a complete mess, body rots inside for a few weeks before police opens the house and finds it" route unless i do something. How do i recover? I want to find a girlfriend. I want to find friends. I want to live but i just can't. I feel like i'm too old to do anything good with my life.