>>33492723
>You’re a better representation of the people I’m surrounded by, and I think you hate me.

Pardon the pun, but I respect the balls it takes to ask for my insight. You already know that you may be hated but choose to approach your detractors anyway for advice. If I were in your shoes, I'd have chickened out. So I do wanna thank you for that courage there.

I hate transgenderism. I hate what you do to yourself. I hate the whole spirit and message of trans shit. But I do not hate (you) OP, or any transgender as an individual. How could I hate the individual? It's so easy to see the individual beneath the disorder of gender dysphoria is struggling, suffering, in a lot of mental pain. I might be a stubborn hard ass, but I'm not a psychopath. Much as I hate transgender shit, I'd never even dream of wanting to hurt them or kill them. I'll get angry as shit if they wanna use the same bathroom as my child daughter, yeah, but I'm not gonna plot to murder them or even wish for that.

>Is there a future for me?
Yes. But you cannot have that while being transgender.

>Why does it matter that I dress and act feminine, and have sex almost exclusively with men? What can I do to survive this.

Because you said it yourself
>Act
It's an act. Acting implies performing. Performing implies faking, forcing a false life. It's a false life. And the cognitive dissonance from having that is what mentally tortures trans people. And what I hate is watching the obliviousness to this, and watching some poor trans person constantly suffer from that. That's what makes me mad. Not the trans person as an individual, but the self-inflicted mental torture they keep falling for.
What I hate is watching some poor bastard with probable autism who has a low sense of self identity, and a very bad parental role model, who began to hate being who they were born as so much, they abandoned themselves to try to be someone else to mask the pain while big pharma profits from it.