>>33544961
No, thats the opposite. She is sharing her intimate world, how she operates. She is sharing in advance, because it backfired before in her life. You should reward her trust and see it as opportunity to show your best masculine side: being patient

When her emotions grow, she will forget ever warning you and will be the one who craves communication

>>33545131
No, you should not. What you feel is real, it is heavy. It must feel so much on your shoulders that suicide suddenly feels like a viable option, not a desperation int he moment. But its just a story you lived so far. Thats it. Its not your fate, its not your prison. Your depression and feeling of loneliness are deeper that simple romantic level. Feels like it is also family, friends circle, your mission in life, physical health and such. I am neither your therapist, nor your guide, but trust me on this. What you live in is just a chapter, and you have everything in you to step into the next one. You just have to uncover your full resources my son. No killing yourself allowed, go the opposite direction, birth yourself anew