>>33782276
>people dont so much hate jews as much as theyre jealous
I have encountered several anons who without exaggeration or hyperbole or humor sincerely want to kill me and my people. Jealousy breeds hatred all the same, whether or not you're correct.

>>33783279
I completely empathize with your situation. You just want to be "normal" and not have to navigate around these things. I can hide my Jewishness by not wearing my cultural clothing. You can't really hide being a black woman.

For what it's worth, there will be people in this world who will not discriminate against you. I cannot say that you are around those people, but it is nonetheless a fact. In my synagogue there are actually two boys whose father is black and a police officer. Meanwhile, half the congregation is some kind of offshoot of either white or middle eastern. As far as I see, they are black insofar as their skin color, but they are Jews foremost and that is all that matters. As anon said here >>33783370 you'll find that this feeling slips away when you're in a majority black environment. I understand that being a woman in the black community is another tier of being a minority but especially in communities of faith, you'll find that race is often a visual quality, not anything more.

Are you religious at all? It could be beneficial to integrate into a congregation of some kind. Ideally one that is defined by creed and not race, lest it be a racial thing.