I've tried to swap hentai for real porn lately. Softcore stuff, OnlyFans leaks of random internet whores, that kind of thing. But I think that's where the issue lies - internet whores. The only kind of people that post pictures of themselves with their tits out online are by definition going to be that kind of person, the kind I would immediately despise if I met them in real life. All that makeup, the exaggerated expressions, the contortions, the pallor, the tattoos, the subtext, it makes me feel terrible inside. In a twisted kind of irony you can have a more grounded, less extreme experience with 2D porn than 3D. I'm now using AI to generate images of Plain Jane women to escape the unrealistic visual standards of actual real women. That makes no sense, but what does these days? I may be nearly thirty with zero experience in this stuff but I'm not an idiot, obviously actual women are not like this and sexuality is a fairly minor component in life overall, but it's just funny how much of a parody it's all become. Sort of an insult on life itself at this point.