I'm so miserable that unexpected kindness from strangers can me me so happy. Yesterday I was at a lecture and was struggling to find which page the professor was reading in a certain book. So a girl (a cute one, btw) who was sitting behind me noticed and whispered in my ears: "It's page 9."

And today I was at the line on a supermarket and a man who I believed had entered the line earlier than me told me that I got earlier and let me go ahead of him.

These two interactions made my day. It's so uncommon to have strangers doing these little things to you in a metropolis, especially a cute girl. I'm happy but I wished I could be intimate with a girl as cute as her. I'm so lonely desu.