>begin uni
>have a friendgroup
>not liked enough to be in their groupchat
>I am well aware of their groupchat and whenever I'd ask about not being added there they just laugh
>liked enough to be kept around, they often ask me to come with them somewhere, not being made fun of but I suspect that I'm being shittalked behind my back
>one of them shows me a picture of one of his friend parking really shitty, he says "she's our friend but we don't really like her"
>makes me feel like I'm that kind of friend to them
>recently there have been talks about a halloween party, suddenly it goes with something like "yeah we aren't so certain about that yet, we'll let you know"
>everyone is suddenly busy today
>I am not invited
>due to my suspicions of them not really liking me and having me around for some reason I begin to avoid them unless it's natural to be around them
>I spend significantly less time
>they notice I don't sit around with them as much and ask me to come over but I say that it's fine
Idk why people are like this, if they try being a fake friend then what's the point. I'd rather be a loner at this point but it's too weird to break this whole thing up. At least I have connections through them and uni goes by easier. What do? Thoughts?