Anonymous
10/31/2025, 6:57:35 PM
No.33880662
>>33880612
Thing is, I live in a Balkan country and acting like that is seen as weakness here, and in my situation would be seen as buying their loyalty, also feeding into their fucked up sense of weakness.
The only thing I can say is: whenever I am upbeat and energetic it feels like I am garlic to vampires, their presence becomes small. When I become more worried and paranoid they sense it and latch onto sucking out my negative emotions. In the first days of the week I feel great, but in the middle I feel suddenly drained, sickly and anti-social, weekend recovers me and the cycle starts again.
Thing is, I live in a Balkan country and acting like that is seen as weakness here, and in my situation would be seen as buying their loyalty, also feeding into their fucked up sense of weakness.
The only thing I can say is: whenever I am upbeat and energetic it feels like I am garlic to vampires, their presence becomes small. When I become more worried and paranoid they sense it and latch onto sucking out my negative emotions. In the first days of the week I feel great, but in the middle I feel suddenly drained, sickly and anti-social, weekend recovers me and the cycle starts again.