>>33888933
Ive ruined my life. Im not hiding this anymore from people.
I've abused alcohol since I was 15. 25 years ago.
Since that time, I've been fired from jobs, got a DUI, and most recently assault for getting kicked out of a bar by security.
I had every opportunity. I had a good career and now I'm untouchable, and have to resign from my professional organization.
Im 40, unemployed, unmarried, no kids and am now living with my parents.
Im going to plead out next month on that assault charge.
I went to AA this morning. And I'm going to go everyday until I have a job.
Ive said this stuff before.
I hope this time is different. This has to be rock bottom. Because my parents love for me is the sole reason I haven't killed myself.
Im so sorry everyone.