I kind of want to die, but just the visual and audio of the world still makes me happy. Always a cool feeling walking outside. Like a painting or a well shot film. Music is really interesting. Pauses time and transports you into a different zone of reasoning. Kind of hate lyrics in anything though, otherwise vocals are great. If I were to stand on a high building the pure aesthetic of it would make me anti suicidal. Jumping could be pretty nice too, but I can become a skydiver.