I can't see a specialist. I'm worried about my chronic laziness and fatigue. I don't care about anything in life. I don't think about the future and I don't care about work because I don't want to become independent, even though I'm an adult. I hate leaving the house. I hate communicating with people. I hate everything in my life. I feel so depressed that I have no emotions. I've always been so emotionless. I was indifferent to my parents. My mother does everything for me, and I'm grateful to her, but I don't know how to reciprocate.