I'm not gonna fall for anyone.
I'm not gonna mistake your friendship for something else.
You're just nice.
Touching my hair doesn't mean anything, giving me a little gift is just a sign of a nice friendship.
Spending all day chatting with me just means we're good friends, I really missed having this type of friendship.
Yeah I made you laugh all day, that doesn't mean anything, that's what I do.
Yeah you trusted me with a lot of serious stuff, that just means you see me as a trustworthy person.
Thats all, I won't think, I won't vocalize how I feel about this friendship.
Last time I did that, it all went to shit, for a different reason that weren't the expressions of affection, but that time I let myself think and feel how much I cared for some people, I can't let that happen again, friendship or not.
Yeah I'm shielding my heart but I can't take this type of pain anymore, I just don't wanna feel anything, I just wanna talk shit, do my job, etc.