Anonymous
11/4/2025, 6:36:04 AM
No.33897826
>>33897775
I don't think I was the one causing pain until that point when they had already given up. I was willing to do anything to appease them. I knew I couldn't be the only person for them and I had accepted that. I supported them. They told me they wanted me, they missed me, they loved me. Then when they come to see me I suddenly find out they're most excited to see someone else, that I couldn't kiss them, that I couldn't express my love for them. MY world was shattered and they couldn't give me any clarity. Then for the next weeks every time I wanted to talk to them about anything they avoided it all, they ignored me, or they conveniently became too busy after already agreeing to have a conversation until finally I managed to get in touch and they teased me for my feelings. They finally told me they didn't care and they weren't going to change their mind, they weren't going to try for me. That is when I got angry and attacked their insecurities. I just wanted to be chosen one time in my fucking life and this person made me think they were capable of doing it. They had done it. Then they stopped.
I hate it.
I don't think I was the one causing pain until that point when they had already given up. I was willing to do anything to appease them. I knew I couldn't be the only person for them and I had accepted that. I supported them. They told me they wanted me, they missed me, they loved me. Then when they come to see me I suddenly find out they're most excited to see someone else, that I couldn't kiss them, that I couldn't express my love for them. MY world was shattered and they couldn't give me any clarity. Then for the next weeks every time I wanted to talk to them about anything they avoided it all, they ignored me, or they conveniently became too busy after already agreeing to have a conversation until finally I managed to get in touch and they teased me for my feelings. They finally told me they didn't care and they weren't going to change their mind, they weren't going to try for me. That is when I got angry and attacked their insecurities. I just wanted to be chosen one time in my fucking life and this person made me think they were capable of doing it. They had done it. Then they stopped.
I hate it.