>>33897841
I had told them why I wasn't interested in pursuing romantic relationships for a while until that point.
They told me that it didn't have to be scary, they broke open my shell meticulously and removed any layer of protection I had until I was completely theirs. We essentially lived together for two months, spending maybe three nights apart, then spent two weeks apart before going to a music festival together where everything was perfect, we were perfect lovers. They looked at me with pure adoration, treated me with affection, and loved me totally. Then they went home, saw their main partner and everything changed and then I not only became not a priority but I wasn't even an afterthought. A month later was when they came to visit, and wouldn't let me kiss them anymore. I don't know how they can act this way after the love we shared, I don't know how the love we shared could be real if they are able to act this way, they can't give me an explanation, and now we don't talk and I'm crying and they don't fucking CARE and won't fucking try or reach out or check in and I'm losing my fucking MIND
Why would they say it didn't have to be scary and then do the exact thing that makes it fucking scary?