>>935673169
I had this shit happen to me IRL. I wouldn't wish it on anyone due to the trauma it can cause, plus the long term psychological effects, but I'm a hinge case. From the ages of 7 to around 14 I was heavily and frequently molested by my cousin. It's why I like male/male shota. It fucked me up porn wise, but I look back fondly on those days.
Probably ninety nine percent of shots/loli is no where near related real CSAM. You just shut your brain off and enjoy it if you enjoy it.