>>935673406
So the fondly part is why i'm even commenting. I was touched, molested and penetrated by an older cousin when i was around 12. I wasn't repulsed or fearing any of that at the time because he showered me with praise and gifts. He was maybe 15 but would give me his toys, cards, let me log in his accounts, rewards of all kinds if I let him do what he wanted. Looking back I don't regret that, what I regret is passing it on. I have a brother 5 years younger and When I was a few years older, getting erections every morning, every day, I did the same to him and also showered him with admiration, gifts, whatever I could. Take care of his bike, boost his xbox account. That's what you did for people who let you do that to them. He seems fine, We don't talk about it and he is married, so am I. But still. Looking back at all of it the thing i regret most is passing it along