Not drunk, but high.

I know the whole "pot makes you gay" thing is just a dumb meme but in my case it's kind of true. I'm not really attracted to dudes, but when I'm high I get really horny and uninhibited.

And one of my best friends is closet gay. So ever since HS we've had this hang-out little ritual where we get high together and they I just sit back and watching TV or play vidya while he gives me these long leisurely blowjobs. I never do anything for him in return, he's happy just jerking himself off while he slobbers on me. The pot makes it hard to actually cum (for both of us) so this can go on for an hour or more so I'm usually feeling mindbroken by dopamine overload by the time I finally finish. It doesn't get me as horny and excited as sex with a girl, it's more chill and laid back.