Anonymous
6/17/2025, 7:56:26 AM
No.935885144
>>935865553
I got my single engine VFR back in 1995.. I only flew 25 more flights after getting my license about a year and a half after getting it. Then one flight with an instructor back around 2007.. Still carry my licence but haven't had a valid medical since 2009.. I miss flying. No medical reasons, I'm certain I could pass one today as I have a CDL and valid medical there. Just can't afford it. Life just kept getting shitty and never really gave me the time and money to get back in the cockpit again.. I'm fairly certain I'll never be pilot in command ever again.. And honestly, my love for flying I guess sorta died. Just something I once did that became unobtanium, so I don't hurt myself by loving it anymore. Sort of more of numbness than a real pain when I miss it these days. It's to the point if I win the lottery, I'm not sure I'd fly even then.. A lot of fires died in me as 40 and 50 went by.. Year by year. Most of those fires dying I didn't even notice. Just figured it out later when an opportunity to do something I once never passed, just wasn't that motivating anymore. I love my wife, our young son.. I can still get motivated for them. But even that I've noticed is losing its voltage for me. I'd like to take my son flying at least once, but even that doesn't really motivate me.. The money and time just isn't there, probably never will be.. So why bother? I guess the empire won, and I lost my youth and soul. They'll get you too eventually if you don't tear it down. I'm too old and tired and hurt to care. Maybe my son will. You endure 52 years of this fucking clown world shit show and see if you do any better. Sorry. Guess I at least still have anger and bitterness.
I got my single engine VFR back in 1995.. I only flew 25 more flights after getting my license about a year and a half after getting it. Then one flight with an instructor back around 2007.. Still carry my licence but haven't had a valid medical since 2009.. I miss flying. No medical reasons, I'm certain I could pass one today as I have a CDL and valid medical there. Just can't afford it. Life just kept getting shitty and never really gave me the time and money to get back in the cockpit again.. I'm fairly certain I'll never be pilot in command ever again.. And honestly, my love for flying I guess sorta died. Just something I once did that became unobtanium, so I don't hurt myself by loving it anymore. Sort of more of numbness than a real pain when I miss it these days. It's to the point if I win the lottery, I'm not sure I'd fly even then.. A lot of fires died in me as 40 and 50 went by.. Year by year. Most of those fires dying I didn't even notice. Just figured it out later when an opportunity to do something I once never passed, just wasn't that motivating anymore. I love my wife, our young son.. I can still get motivated for them. But even that I've noticed is losing its voltage for me. I'd like to take my son flying at least once, but even that doesn't really motivate me.. The money and time just isn't there, probably never will be.. So why bother? I guess the empire won, and I lost my youth and soul. They'll get you too eventually if you don't tear it down. I'm too old and tired and hurt to care. Maybe my son will. You endure 52 years of this fucking clown world shit show and see if you do any better. Sorry. Guess I at least still have anger and bitterness.