My mother started dating. The second guy, It was all good, didn't mind him. Didn't expect him to stick around as long as he did but he didn't pretend to treat me like a son so it was ok
Early on he stayed over some weekends. One morning they left to go hardware shopping or some shit. Were going to be out for hours. I went snooping in her room, hoping to find change on the floor or cigarette packet i could steal some smokes from.
Found two condoms under the bed. My brain switched off I got instant boner. The things I did with them still haunt me but I understand horny time of my life I didn't have self control
Worst thing was emptying contents on me. Lay on their bed rubbing his cum on my dick. Scooping it up swallowing it. Got a zucchini from fridge ran back to their room and put a condom on it. Sucked her juices off. Holy shit this is what pussy tastes like? And not just any pussy
When I was done threw them back under the bed. Showered. Massive regret.
They came back asked how my day was. Couldn't look them in the eye.
There were a few weekends similar happened. So not just a stupid one off.
Became impossible to talk to him. He would be all, so how are you doing youre a really good guy and I hope you dont mind me spending so much time with your mother, i like her you know'
I would say uhhuh but all I could think was 'bro, just stop, I've swallowed so much of your cum I can never move past that' it messed with my head so much I seriously considered offering him a bj
Crazy thing is I am straight. But back then, you know, hormones