Not a confession of something I have done, just a confession of acceptance.

I often fantasize about young teenage girls. 14 to 16. I am in my 40's and have a family.

I have no porn related to this, nor am I looking to try anything irl. I just fantasize. I love their smell. When I walk past them in the street, I will surreptitiously take a deep inhale to get their scent into my lungs. It drives me crazy. I am certain it is their pheromones' that are intoxicating my mind.

I see their little bodies shaped by their clothes and imagine what it feels like to touch them. How sweet their juices would taste. How silky their pussies would be.

I have pushed these thoughts out of my head since my early 20's after I broke up with my last 16 year old gf. I was 23. She was so beautiful. And, sadly, so toxic for me as I was for her. I still think about her often.

I believe this makes me a hebephile. I have never admitted this anywhere. This is the first time.