I jerked off to her earlier, while staring at a pic of her. I kept praying for her and chanting her name and date of birth over and over again while staring directly into her eyes, as she stared back at me, in the picture. then I kept imagining her saying to me "I love you so much anon! I'm your girlfriend! I'm your GIRLFRIEND!" ... then I came very hard... fuck... I'm so deeply in love with her. I love her so much...