instead I catch loon as they peek from unmoving trees for but a few seconds before completely hiding their self leaving only my bright star in the exact same exact position to the lucky light outside my current window as to the one I own where my home always will be and....two heron lights just for me...truly I cannot escape and why would I want to...my real name is known and my tassels cast to those who might divine to create a future. I am not even a player.