>>936598494
>i kept doing it because i am alone and bored
how about you simply dont buy new?
yes its that simple.
its a product, a fucking option.
do you eat chips every day?
do you drink beer every day?
fill up the void with something different.

it doesnt matter if you smoked for 4 years straight.
thats your imagination.

start with 6 months and only buy for 6 week max.
a week before christmas and a week before summer times.

get your shit together and when you light up your first joint, your apparment is clean and so on.
watch carefully how in the next 6 weeks you go back to absolutley nothing and how everything going down.
and then, learn from how good the moment of going back was and understand that ending it, is kind of the same.
if you can manage this, you will find joy in both, starting and stopping.