Wish they'd make it easier to commit suicide. One of my family members sold all their oxycodone they stashed to a neighbor. Not sure where I can buy some. Maybe fentanyl overdoses work similar in that it's painless and like falling asleep. Being left with less non-violent options. Tried doing a partial hanging, but the choking always gets to me. Can't find that sweet spot with my Adams apple. Maybe I can buy some oxycotton off of tor or some shit. Being left with less non-violent options. Maybe I should charge at police with a fixed blade