I lost my virginity when I was 28 with this girl I love. Before meeting her I had a bad iron addiction and used to watch a shit ton of cuck porn. A couple years later I proposed to her, and for some reason i have been thinking about cucking again. I don’t want someone to fuck my wife, but it turns me on. I’m on the smaller side, and imagining my wife with someone that’s on the bigger side turns me on. I literally don’t know what to do.