>be with HS sweetheart, although both not virgins (both lost ours to someone else before meeting)
>meet sophomore year and become the cute couple at school
>21 now, neither went to college as she went to work for family (large contractor business) and I went to trade school to work for said business
>get married
>23, wife is exploring her bi side which is good for me in the bedroom
>hot and heavy one night and I am kinda tipsy and I blurt out how we can return the favor and find another guy for her
>laugh it off but I bring it up again a week later
>seems interested and say we will just see how it goes if chance ever comes up
>hanging with her GF’s one night and texts me simping over her BFFs husbands cousin or some shit
>horny me says get his number and she does
>horny me decides to push it along
>within a week she’s sending pussy pics
>dick pics in return and I secretly scroll her phone when she is asleep and dude is swinging legit meat
>say how she should go on a date
>she replies with “maybe we should slow down, text is fun and all but that might be too much”
>play it off but keep mentioning it
>she agrees
>they go bowling, I keep texting her asking how it’s going
>”it’s cool, don’t expect anything to happen”
>radio silence for 2 hours
>get a text “heading home” and I ask her why so quiet
>doesn’t text back, gets home and has a bland expression
>ask her what happened and she said “we bowled, left, went to (local abandon place) and had sex” which she then followed up with “and I am never doing something like that again”
>my dumbass not reading the room just want to hear about the sex
>”was it good, tell me details”
>she replied sternly “yes it was good, sex is good, but you’re not understanding”
>goes on to explain how she feels like a slut, disgusted with herself, hates ever thinking about it or getting to the point, and to please never bring it up again
that was 3 years ago, never talked about it since