5 years ago, I fell in love with a cousin of mine. I told her I was in love with her and she stopped talking to me and blocked me everywhere.
Today I found out she's pregnant from her boyfriend. Like, fuck all this. I'm tired. I'm so fucking tired of this reality. Why the fuck was I even born? I didn't even wanna have kids with her or anything, I just wonder why the fuck does she get to be happy while I sit here suffering and feeling miserable because of her? I love her so much, it's not fucking fair.