Absolutely. I'm just going through the motions at this point.... my life is boring as hell, I'm simply waiting for the next family member to die... or myself, from cancer or heart attack... FYI, i take tablets for a bad heart, and inherited the genetic mutation which causes pancreatic and prostate cancer. So, I wont kill myself... Ill just wait till the inevitable happens (which im predicting in the next 3 or so years) 38 yo BTW.