>>937123966
First, no matter what you call yourself, if you're on here you are very definitely not following the Christian faith. Stop pretending.
Secondly you don't feel anxious and lonely because you pray. You feel that way because you're a friendless loser. A relationship with God does not replaces with humans.
Stop coming here for answers. You need professional therapy to help you get your shit together. Your problem isn't with God - it's the fact that you can't function in society. Religion can enrich your life, but you have to HAVE a life to begin with. If you're coming here for advice and solace, your current way of living is deeply flawed.
Get help now and get on the right track before you waste the time you have and end up dying alone.