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>The difference is that if you catch any other disease but we're otherwise well you've still got your mental faculties and can work your way through it. Shit is hard to rationalize when the organ that has to do the rationalizing is the one malfunctioning.

You nailed it.
But you have to find it in yourself to try medications and balance it out.
I can't make you or motivate you to do it and I honestly don't want to. Because telling a depressed person to get better is obviously fucking stupid.
But you have to owe it to yourself to try. There is another side and you go,
>Holy shit, is this what normal people feel like?