Anonymous
7/19/2025, 2:51:02 AM
No.937291465
>>937291127
Part of me already realizes how out of whack I am mentally and I think that's one of the worst parts. The concept of killing myself has been a common thought for like 15 years and I fully realize that is *not* how normal minds think and it kinda horrifies me.
Part of me also really fucking despises myself and doesn't want to see me get better. The concept of getting my shit together just feels viscerally wrong, one of those thoughts I feel embarrassed for even thinking.
Part of me already realizes how out of whack I am mentally and I think that's one of the worst parts. The concept of killing myself has been a common thought for like 15 years and I fully realize that is *not* how normal minds think and it kinda horrifies me.
Part of me also really fucking despises myself and doesn't want to see me get better. The concept of getting my shit together just feels viscerally wrong, one of those thoughts I feel embarrassed for even thinking.