>be me, 28, married, depressed
>get addicted to cam websites
>literally spend 100k over 4 years
>just trying to feel something
>marriage ruined
>divorce
>stop going on cam websites for 1 year
>covid
>go back on cam websites due to boredom
>meet a cool chick from the UK
>start chatting in snap
>do private shows every month
>visiting London for work
>she tells me she'd like to show me around
>surprisedface.jpg
>meet up, walk around, dinner, etc
>shes hotter in person, pretty shy
>tells me all about her life
>tell her all about my life
>she asks what i'm doing tomorrow
>plan tour of Hampton Court
>truly amazing second day together
>tells me before dinner not to drink
>"why?"
>"you'll see anon"
>confused.jpg
>dry dinner
>walk to station
>she gets on same train
>ask her where shes going
>"don't worry about me anon..."
>snuggles up next to me
>gets off at my station
>"I know how to get to the hotel..."
>"haven't figured it out yet anon??"
>getthehint.jpg
>nervously kiss her in the elevator
>literally melt into each other
>undress each other in the room
>she's honestly a 9.5 or 10
>diamonds
>"i don't have a condom"

continue?