>>937901994
ya, I think 'staying together for the kids' is a mistake unless you're going to make life perfect for the kids, which we did.
She loves me, I lover her. But there are those nights that I can't get to sleep and get locked into my thoughts and wonder what actually happened and wish I could believe what she's say if I asked her.
Part of me wants to feel better about myself, and part wants to make everyone feel as bad as I do about it. But I know that's a dark path and there's no reason to go down it.

I think the issue you need to look at when thinking about an affair is that you can only have complete trust once. If you don't value it, then go ahead.