>>938374140
You don't believe yourself to have tried hard enough to fit the bill of trying, huh? From what I read I feel that you may have tried harder than others, it's just that others do not have such a mental barricade.
I'm glad to hear, even though it is with such a caveat. Do the best you can.
>>938374596
Might I ask what you're attempting to read or study?
All is well. I drove around 4 hours in the early hours of the morning, and I believe it has (somehow) made me tired for the rest of the day. In fact, I'm feeling the effects hit me quite hard now...