>>938376572
You reward system is a bit dysfunctional. You’re codependent and need to fix that. Life will just get lonelier until you can find a way to be okay with just yourself. You’re enough for you already. The traumas you hold on to and the way your reward system was formed makes you feel this way. The quiet is deafening I know. You can learn to cope better and correct your reward system. You don’t need anyone to complete you. Companionship is the cherry on top of your life. It’s not what defines it and dictates value. Psychotherapy can give you peace. I hope this helps you