>Be me 17 have gf
>She goes to uni at the other end of the country so we try long distance relationship
>It fails by summer and we break up
>Rail a couple of women but it's dull
>One night I hit up CL, a few big cock thar trigger something in my brain
>Arrange a meet but flake out
>This goes on for a couple months
>FF a bit
>Couple days before my 18th birthday, folks are going on holiday for a few weeks so I have the house to myself, tell myself I'm gonna go through with it this time
>Hit up my local party supplier for pills, powder and green
>Back on CL find a hung dom guy
>First response he asks me to give him my address or stop wasting his time, I'm hesitant but agree
>Tell him my Fantasies, gangbanged, tied up and fucked relentlessly etc, absolute coomer brain initiated
>Tells me he'll b at my house by 8pm, I start to freak out
>Say I better be ready when he arrives, tells me to keep my mind off it and pop a pill
He arrives bang on 8, I'm high asf he tells me to pop another pill
>He undesses and sits on the cough, his cock is thick hasn't even started to get hard
>I get in my knees and go at it, my head is swimming and I lose myself in the moment
>Gagging, drooling I actually couldn't think of anything but his cock
>Tells me I'm doing good for a virgin
>He stops me, tells me to turn around, he ties my hands behind my back then starts getting a bit more aggressive
>He's now actively making me gag on his thick cock, fucking my face and hold his cock in my throat until I thought I was going to suffocate
>I'm an absolute fucking mess by this point, high asf and cock drunk, my only thought is wanting him to fuck me senseless
>He lifts my head and tells me to take a line of mandy so I do so, start feeling weird
>"Wtf was that?