>>938790678
i’m being serious. totally serious, and I know this is ruining my life and I get depressed about this daily. it’s not about indoctrinating at all because I’m already indoctrinated and if it was why would I have cancelled the order several times and call people out for being weird. I want genuine advice but I’m not going to a therapist to talk about bbc addiction and I’m still 50/50 about giving in because I do enjoy it to an extent