Anonymous
8/23/2025, 1:30:28 AM
No.938814894
>>938813446
Drinking is one of the few things I actually enjoy but it makes my mood so unpredictable. I could be having a good time but it’s common for my mood to unpredictably swing in the opposite direction at the most minor of things.
Then I get all frustrated about really wanting to kill myself but having so much guilt about actually doing it. Nuclear war really can’t start soon enough. Hilariously stupid looking back but I was drunk when I tested the waters and asked a friend if he’d be happy for me if I’d killed myself. Like being happy for me that I finally found relief, ease that guilt for myself a little. You can imagine how that went.
Drinking is one of the few things I actually enjoy but it makes my mood so unpredictable. I could be having a good time but it’s common for my mood to unpredictably swing in the opposite direction at the most minor of things.
Then I get all frustrated about really wanting to kill myself but having so much guilt about actually doing it. Nuclear war really can’t start soon enough. Hilariously stupid looking back but I was drunk when I tested the waters and asked a friend if he’d be happy for me if I’d killed myself. Like being happy for me that I finally found relief, ease that guilt for myself a little. You can imagine how that went.