>>939058418
I say this with all the sincerity and sympathy I can muster up in my heart for you (which isn't much, but take it for what it is): Seek help, bro. This is not normal behavior from a person.
I am not Beady and never have been and I think you're aware of this.
Okay, last (you) from me because you obviously just want attention.
Cheers, fat nigga.