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I've not really had any relationships since, been flirted at a couple times but never went more than that, I've tried to be attracted to shorter/flatter girls but I just feel nothing, I don't want to remember her as just that, she was way more, I just don't get turned on. In that regard I suppose I am a little fucked.

Though it was the first time for both, we clicked almost instantly due to shared interests and personalities, we were both loners and her dad was almost never home so I went to see her very often in secret.

I do suppose we moved really quickly from friendly normal things to more… lewd. Though I can't really complain, I loved how she was and looked, she was pretty nerdy and deeply quiet, but the way her eyes sparkled explaining things she loved was always adorable. It did help she kept calling me cute, too.

I always was intrigued with big boobs, hell I even looked them up online since I was five. I did grow a little obsessed with them since she let me play with them a lot, not to a harming degree but I do think about them often.