>>940067029
40 is pretty bad, you should be at least floating a part time gig by now. Part time gig in a shitty apartment is kind of the dream, having to ask your parents for shit kills the soul. Anything more, who cares, none of this shit matters or goes anywhere and ends in disaster.
I will say the second you stop being so inept that you need to ask your parents for money, they start asking you for money and that train never stops.