These threads are cathartic sometimes to me because they generally show happy shos having fun, which was not my experience. I had a major crush on another boy my age when I was 12, and I actually did get to suck his dick, I had the whole thing planned out, look at porn together, wait until he's already hard, offer to suck it, and it actually worked, he said yes, and then he told every single person at school that I asked to suck his dick while conveniently leaving out the part that he said yes.