>>942380884
why let the happening harm you? why do you let it bring you down?
maybe you are too invested in emotion and the things driving your emotion
i mean bad things or good things happen, but they should not disturb you to such a level that they ruin your "peace of mind"
sometimes horrible things happen, and a time of grieving or reflection is normal, and necessary, but if you're letting desire and loneliness (guessing) get the best of you
and that should change
even if you decide to be alone, there's no point in wallowing in it
and
if you're not happy being alone, then go socialize, and stop caring what you imagine others think of you
and even if you hit rough patches in life, like most of us do from time to time, don't let it stop you
meet life with a calm smile, and don't let yourself be excited or depressed by irrelevant happenings/happenstance
that'd be my advice, but some people love wallowing in their own misery
it becomes like a drug to them, and they'll find any excuse to retreat to it
if that's you, fine. embrace it and accept it. make peace with it, and accept it as your "home". the place where you belong
that's your choice too. it's always your choice