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*he was this weird country guy

Something really disturbed me growing up in that town, and likewise I just couldn't get over feeling disturbed, the only solution was to leave for me.

I just had to leave.

But anyway, I just remember one of them saying "just keep listening to the music"

And that was like the only guidance I ever received during that time that seemed to cut through anything that seemed at all profane or applicable to where I was in life