>>4428179
Anon, those feelings are pure. Feelings no woman could ever understand besides Tomoko. Your love is a beacon that shines in this world of darkness for how pure it is towards your beloved. Cherish those feelings and embrace your own love for her. That is the warmth that will help you withstand the eternal winter of never being able to truly gift Tomoko the Christmas present she deserves in this cold winter of a reality. You and Tomoko both suffer. You're both two sides of the same coin. You both love each other, but are each simply on the other side of reality. For one side of the coin can never reach the other.