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>What specific triggers/insights gets you in the mood
Bit hard to explain, for me it's always a mood swing in me.
My initial reflex to seeing a nice cock or something is actually oral, and it's a coin flip if seeing porn or something of some cutie getting it makes me want that, or want to top 'em. A desire for anal is something that has to come from inside me. There are some things that can push me there, being flirted with in general makes me get a little tingly. My inner thigh muscles ever getting tired (the hip adductor at the gym is a very dangerous machine for this reason) does it. Having my ass stroked and teased by someone that's not me can do it. But, those are kinda like knocking on the door to see if my ass wants to play. Sometimes it does, sometimes it doesn't, and sometimes my ass decides it wants something on its own. I don't fully understand the emotions that usually surround anal though. It's... unique, like my entire personality shifting a bit. I get more sensitive, thoughtful and affectionate. I'll start remembering people's birthdays and shit, that kind of sensitive.
When it really starts, it'll be nearly all I can think about for a day or three. I stop wanting to masturbate any other way, my ass becomes hypersensitive to anything. I'll start feeling crushes and attraction really strong, even to people I'm around all the time.
It's kinda like going into heat, just, only for my ass. Getting good anal will end it, but, just eh anal won't. But, eh anal can be good too, because it still puts me in the wonderful, head fuzzy place anal always does, that kinda combines with the heat feeling, to make me super, super, super cuddly and affectionate. I just want to hold and be held for hours, and literally everything feels good. "Eh" anal still gives me that, and I've done it so I anally masturbate right before someone shows up, so we can cuddle really good.
Then, after a bit, it ends, and I feel "normal" again.