>>11352409
>>11352451
New update since last week!
So since last time, I kept doing kinda the same thing every day or two: riding my dildo on my chair and masturbate with my dick. Since my anus easily take my dildo, I came well after enough play.
I'm always sweaty after a session like that, so, still naked, I go in the shower and felt like I wanted to poop.
So I sit on the toilet and nothing comes out. Just for the kink, I squat and shove a finger in...
And it was different than usual, my anus felt more relaxed than ever and I could 'hard push' my finger as if I was taking a dump. So I kept rubbing my inside, without any discomfort and I ended up sliding my finger in and out. Not really pleasurable, it was a bit like a massage.
For a split a second I was going for the shower... but I instead took my dildo, put lub again and started to slide myself in.

I still didn't feel any pleasure, but the feelings in my butt were... comfy. A bit of a workout as I started to slam myself harder than ever. Like really, I was almost afraid I was going to pierce myself or something but I felt like my ass walls were soft like a cushions. I end up going on all four, head on the floor and sliding in and out my dildo while pushing my muscles out, like as I was pooping. And I went hard, really hard with it and something happened.
My cock started to splutter a weird fluid, like a mix of piss and cum, but pretty colorless. I slided it harder, and got more splurts. I didn't felt... any real big pleasures again, just something comfy and after three or four of these splurts, I had to stop cause I was short of breath and my arm was hurting me for slamming so much.
I took a shower and now I'm wondering if I had to go further for a dry orgasm? Or was that the orgasm? It felt different today for sure.