Anonymous
9/3/2025, 8:32:22 PM
No.11369766
edit #50. original from >>>/d/ddg:
https://desuarchive.org/d/thread/11310109/#11311904
50 edits is a huge milestone, i think!!! i've been slowing-down as gens that immediately inspire me (or ideas i have for them sooner than i see an appropriate gen) have been mostly spent, but i still have some juice left in me, i think. it's just a matter of now having the means to express myself, so i can do so when the opportunity arises, rather than just moving on without having done so. so i'll simply have more edits in my legacy as time goes on
virtually all of my "edits" have just been captions, and i only even tried to draw smegma twice (2 times), despite the fact that pee and smegma are my number one favorite thing, and what would endlessly inspire me were i able to draw smegma, or even draw pee. i know that male genitalia (all i care for) makes pee corkscrew, but i can't imagine drawing it, even so, so i haven't even looked at references for it, really. but even smegma, i am just so stressed trying- despite having seen references that inspire me to try, since they seem very doable when you narrow the scope of what you're looking at, and just view it as extrapolating from that-, so i don't know if i have it in me to learn how to draw smegma, to be able to confidently draw it whenever i'd like, without it stressing me... it's a bit embarrassing calling my captions "edits" when they're basically just horny text posts (that i admittedly do spend a while typesetting, which i've learned a lot about since starting, but i've hardly put into words since i am VERY OCD about it, literally measuring things pixel-perfectly, employing patterns and parallel lines, learning how to standardize things and what looks better NOT standardizing...), but i can't really go back to calling them just "captions" anymore after i've tried drawing smegma... i guess i still could have, but i wanted to give myself some credit, even though having all but given-up on it, i'm embarrassed by such now...
https://desuarchive.org/d/thread/11310109/#11311904
50 edits is a huge milestone, i think!!! i've been slowing-down as gens that immediately inspire me (or ideas i have for them sooner than i see an appropriate gen) have been mostly spent, but i still have some juice left in me, i think. it's just a matter of now having the means to express myself, so i can do so when the opportunity arises, rather than just moving on without having done so. so i'll simply have more edits in my legacy as time goes on
virtually all of my "edits" have just been captions, and i only even tried to draw smegma twice (2 times), despite the fact that pee and smegma are my number one favorite thing, and what would endlessly inspire me were i able to draw smegma, or even draw pee. i know that male genitalia (all i care for) makes pee corkscrew, but i can't imagine drawing it, even so, so i haven't even looked at references for it, really. but even smegma, i am just so stressed trying- despite having seen references that inspire me to try, since they seem very doable when you narrow the scope of what you're looking at, and just view it as extrapolating from that-, so i don't know if i have it in me to learn how to draw smegma, to be able to confidently draw it whenever i'd like, without it stressing me... it's a bit embarrassing calling my captions "edits" when they're basically just horny text posts (that i admittedly do spend a while typesetting, which i've learned a lot about since starting, but i've hardly put into words since i am VERY OCD about it, literally measuring things pixel-perfectly, employing patterns and parallel lines, learning how to standardize things and what looks better NOT standardizing...), but i can't really go back to calling them just "captions" anymore after i've tried drawing smegma... i guess i still could have, but i wanted to give myself some credit, even though having all but given-up on it, i'm embarrassed by such now...